Kantar mig själv med rep och vibro -leksak

Sometimes when I get too excited I want to take my time edging myself for a really good ending. I love playing with my rope a lot and fantasize about being tied to my bed and edged. I'm using a weak vibro toy to make me leak precum and moan for as long as my patience lets me, but I'm not yet patient enough, so I finish myself off with my hand a bust a great load on my belly.